Today I have felt myself falling into the rhythms of my new routine. I have never felt so at ease. I have been building my new self around a set of core ethics, one of which being discipline. For the past two years I have been front loading all the work in my life in the hopes that one day it would pay off, but after a while I began to suspect that the state I was in was simply a new normal.
It is with great surprise that I find myself feeling safe and certain.
So, this is good.